Thursday, February 24, 2011

The best day ever.

It wasnt exactly the best day ever but i thought it would be fun to post about my day. So heres how it goes. It was 5:30 am and my Iphone alarm started going off. Well, i dont usually get out of bed untill 6:25. so i tossed and turned untill it was about that time. Then When i finally got up (( at 6:35)) i got ready and left. ON the way to the bus stop I took a picture of the morning sky of my "perfect" day.
beautiful right?? well after many minutes of waiting for the bus and riding, I was finally at school. In homeroom every thursday Me and all my friends but the above the infulence sign on our hands. To show we are better than drugs and such.

After three of my classes it was finally time for encores. So i grabbed my stuff and went to health. If it is nice outside, we go outside for health. Me and my wifey (( or bestest friends )) all hung out and ate doughnuts lol Healthy right?


on The bottom is taylor middle is claudia and top is emily


all of us together <3
 taylor and emily fighting over the beloved Last doughnut!!
When i got home i did my homework and hung out. Next thing i knew i was baby sitting two four year old boys. Oh what fun.

you can barley see them but they are there. Now in bed i couldnt help but help myself to pizza hot wings and GLEE!!

It might of made some people mad but it was the perfect ending to the perfect day.


Thats all imma say for today. Love ya'lll!
:)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

My story

Last night I got absolutely so bored I thought I might die....soo I wrote a story. Its kind of depressing but I was watching Law and Order svu while I did it. Well here is my story.( by the way, its written like some ones diary)


Wednesdays
By: Erin Erwin

It was Wednesday. Always Wednesday. Never Monday. Never Tuesday. Not even Thursday. And defiantly NOT and I repeat NOT Friday Saturday or Sunday. But Wednesday. It always happened. And I hated it. But it always happened. Since I was four. That terrible, awful thing. Every Wednesday. Never missed it. Except once. And that will be the last. I repeat the Last time it will be missed. I couldn’t stand it the first time. All the action and confusing motions. But it always has to happen. And if it doesn’t it would be worse. But still I hate it! I can’t stand it! I wish it would just disappear into thin air and never come back. It makes me want to pull my hair out just thinking about it. But I can’t. I don’t have any hair.
            Sometimes at night I think. Not about friends or school. Not about the weekends plans or about boys. About it. What will happen? Will I ever be normal? If so when? I think and think until my head feels like it’s going to explode. But of course it doesn’t. Sometimes I wish my head really would explode, but it doesn’t. Whenever I wish something it doesn’t come true. But, I think maybe it’s because I don’t wish for the stuff normal girls do. I don’t wish for a boyfriend, or a cute new pet. I wish for more complex things. Things that I guess god doesn’t want to fix. But he still loves me. He has to. No one else does. I’m just a big waste of money to my mom and I don’t have any friends. I would maybe. If I went to public school. But no. It would be too embarrassing. I must be home schooled. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I did go to school. I wish I could. But I guess that’s too complex. I might learn. My mom says it’s just a waste to try. But I love her. There’s no one else to love.  No siblings, no dad, just me and mom. And god. He has to love me. He just has to. I will always love him.       
            I’ve tried everything to fix it. Or to make it stop. But I never works. Never. Everything I try. No matter what. Even though none of them will ever come true, I’m going to make you a list of all my wishes. I wish I was a normal 14yr old girl. I wish my mom would love me. I wish I had hair. I wish I knew my dad. I wish I had more time. I wish Wednesday chemo never happened. I wish I didn’t have cancer.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

The best dinner ever!

So tonight the bestest daddy in the whole wide jupiter (( Because its bigger than the world) took me and my beloved siblings too golden corral. I know, it was totally sweet ;) I pigged out just like I said I would. Lol I had like 4 plates and they all had green beans on them. Btw I LOVE <3 green beans. Well before we left, I made this :)

Its a smiley made out of green beans! After dinner we walked over to Ollies, a discount store and I enjoyed a free cup of coffee. Over all I had a great day and enjoyed myself very much. Thanks diddy! And Thankyou Mrs.Kuniko for the Glee!! Best gift EVER lol!

 I <3 The sky!
Well, thats all I have to say about that..... (forest gump)
Love Ya'll

Monday, February 21, 2011

The Last day!

Today is the last day to my all liquid diet!! YAY! I had to go on an all liquid diet because my tummy started to reject solid foods. Because of this i have only been able to drink. And tomorrow i can eat!! YAY!!! Im super excited! The only problem is that  if i throw up again than i have to go on another all liquid diet. Me and my friends have been joking that tomorrow I need to go to golden corral and pig out, and honestly I dont think that that is such a bad idea!! Tomor5row also marks the day that i need to go get my amazing hair touched up. So, checklist for tomorrow?
-go to school
-get my hair touch up
-go pig out!
lol! i wish! well thats all i got to say
 Goodbye liquid! Hello solid! =)




Thats what will be nice btw..... lol :)
Love you guys!

Sunday, February 20, 2011

The first post

Well this is my first blog post ever! Since its my first sorry if it sucks. Since I only want people I know to read this Im not going to post anything personal about me. ((age etc.)) So for my first blog ever ((yay! =) ))  im going to post about my new pets!

       I recently got three new wonderful pets! They are easy to care for and well trained. I have already had alot of  fun with them and I hope for so much more!



  Thats right! Those are my bran-new genuine pet rocks! straight from the ground! There names are Sherry (middle) Alissa (right) and Gabriael (left) I got these wonderful pets when i was at my friends house. She had a set and insisted that I get a couple too! I have done alot of fun things with my pets but one of my favorites was the movie we made.....I cant post it because Its made on an app on my beloved Iphone!

Thats all i have for right now! Love ya'll!